A Sky of Sirens

A Sky of Sirens

IRAN – ISRAEL CONFLICT

SARA from Tel-Aviv

I’m sitting at my desk in Tel Aviv-Yafo, my fingers hovering over a legal brief I can’t bring myself to finish.

My name is Sara, and I’m a student of law, a single woman who once dreamed of becoming a great lawyer, of using words to forge peace in a world torn apart.

But here, where the Mediterranean’s waves crash against a city that fights to breathe, my dreams feel shattered by the weight of war-Palestine, Gaza, Lebanon, and now Iran’s missiles raining down.

The rocket sirens scream multiple times a day, each one a reminder that survival has replaced ambition, that peace is a distant hope.

This morning, the first siren came as the sky turned soft gold. I woke with a start, my heart pounding before my mind could make sense of the sound. My phone buzzed with the alert: Seek shelter immediately. I grabbed it, threw on a sweater, and ran to the basement of my apartment building, joining neighbors who’ve become shadows of routine-silent, hollow-eyed, moving like ghosts. The concrete walls of the shelter are cold, the air thick with dust and dread.

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We sit, we wait, we listen to the distant booms. A child clings to her father, her small whimpers the only sound louder than my pulse. Ballistic missiles don’t care about safe rooms; they mock the idea of protection.

My friend Anjan messaged me last night, his words simple but piercing: How are you? I stared at the screen, my thumbs frozen. How do I answer that? I typed back, I’m alive, but I’m under attack. It felt like a confession, raw and inadequate.

How do I explain what it’s like to live in a city where every day is a gamble, where sleep is stolen by the wail of sirens, where the news shows rubble where homes used to be? Iran’s missiles have brought a new kind of terror-faster, fiercer, leaving craters in both the earth and my spirit. The wars with Gaza, Lebanon, the endless cycle of violence-they’ve carved scars into Tel Aviv, into me, into the dreams I once held so tightly.

I used to dream of greatness. My doctorate was my pride, a thesis on reconciling nations through law, praised by professors in lecture halls far from here. I chose Tel Aviv because it felt alive-cafés buzzing, art on every corner, the sea whispering possibility. I was single, free to chase my ambition, imagining a future where I’d stand in courtrooms or at peace summits, my voice shaping a better world.

I wanted to be a great lawyer, to make a difference, to prove that justice could outshine conflict. But war doesn’t read legal briefs. It doesn’t care about my degrees or my dreams. It turns my city into a battlefield, my nights into vigils in a basement, my hopes into fragments scattered by each explosion. I’m 34, and I’m tired-not just from lack of sleep, but from watching my dreams crumble under the weight of fear, of loss, of a peace that feels like a cruel mirage.

In the shelter this morning, as we waited for the all-clear, my neighbor Miriam, an older woman with lines etched deep in her face, squeezed my hand. “We’re still here,” she whispered. I nodded, but her words felt like a question I can’t answer.

Are we here, or are we just surviving? When the siren stopped, we climbed back to the light, to a city that pretends to go on. I passed a café where people sipped coffee, their laughter brittle but defiant. I wanted to join them, to pretend too, but my apartment called me back, my desk a silent accusation of work undone, of dreams abandoned.

This evening, I walked to the promenade, needing the sea to remind me there’s something bigger than this fear. The waves were relentless, crashing against the shore as if they could wash away the wars. A young couple walked by, holding hands, their smiles a quiet rebellion.

An old man played the violin, its notes rising above the hum of the city. I sat on a bench, my phone heavy in my pocket. I pulled up Anjan’s message again, then my reply. I’m alive, but I’m under attack. It’s true, but it’s not enough. I started typing again, pouring out what I couldn’t say before:

Anjan, I don’t know how to tell you what it’s like. The sirens come every day, sometimes three, four times. I don’t sleep, not really. I dream of missiles, of running, of losing everything. I wanted to be a great lawyer, to fight for peace, but war has stolen that from me. I’m a scholar, but no book can stop the fear that chokes me. I want to believe in a world where my work matters, but right now, I just want one night without hiding. I just want to live, not just survive.

I didn’t send it. Not yet. The sun sank into the sea, painting the sky in colors too beautiful for a place so broken. I closed my eyes, letting the waves drown out the echo of sirens. For a moment, I could breathe.

Another siren came at midnight, pulling me back to the basement. My neighbors were there again-Miriam, the child, the father, all of us bound by this ritual of fear. But as I sat there, my knees pulled tight against my chest, I felt something shift inside me. I’m Sara, and I’m more than this war. I’m a woman who dreamed of greatness, who loved this city through its pain, who still carries a spark of hope even when it burns. The sirens can’t take that from me. The missiles can’t erase who I am.

I don’t know when this will end-when the wars will stop, when peace will be more than a word. But I know I’ll keep going. I’ll keep writing, keep studying, keep dreaming-for Tel Aviv, for the people I love, for the day I can answer “how are you” with something other than survival. Until then, I’ll carry the weight of my shattered dreams, and I’ll fight to rebuild them, one stubborn hope at a time.

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